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Sunday, May 12, 2013

three-fold utopian dream (From my BlackBerry)

As with everything else, I've been really busy (read: working six days a week and procrastinating during the other hours) and haven't had the chance to get my stuff in order.

That said, I was pretty productive today though. Tackled my wardrobe and managed to clear two trash bags worth of clothes and miscellaneous items for charity and the trash. Was gonna start on my shoes next, but then I was saddened by the fact that I'd have to part with some of them, so... I stopped.

My room actually looks messier now, since clothes are strewn everywhere. Hmmm.

On a lighter note, I'm a happy girl for various reasons. Oh, surprises are such a delight!

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Friday, April 19, 2013

One of those nights (From my BlackBerry)

I'm having one of those nights again. You know, those 'I'm-so-restless-and-bored-but-it's late-so-I-should-really-go-to-bed-but-I'm-too-lazy-move" nights.

Then, when you finally summon the strength to drag yourself to bed, every step feels like you're being dragged through mud because exhaustion creeps up on you like a shadow stalker.

Yeahh, I'm just full of wit tonight.

In other news, I'm able to smile a lot more these days. Maybe it's because I finally have things to smile about.

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Monday, February 04, 2013

thirteen

Well, what do you know? It's 2013 already. I keep telling myself that I should blog more often (countless self-assurances in the past few posts as well) but I'm still procrastinating. Hell, I haven't even posted up my graduation pictures that are in my memory card which is sitting about two metres away from me -- two metres too far.

In an attempt to make up for my lack of updating, here's a run-down of what's been happening.

Graduated!
Created an Instagram account!
Booked flight ticket to Singapore!

Melbourne's kinda quiet now since everyone's back in their home countries. Not sure if I can bear with it any longer.

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Saturday, December 15, 2012

I'm a certified grad

When I was little, my dream was to go to Harvard or Oxford. That was during a time when I was focused solely on the beauty of the campuses, the prestige of the names, and the appeal of achieving an esteemed education.

Then, teenage rebellion got the better of me. At that point, I was pretty much done with school. Why study when you can play, right?

After that, maturity and reality came knocking, so I got myself a diploma and with that, enrolled myself into Uni.

During this last and final stretch, I swear there were times when I was THAT close to losing it. Moments when I was almost sure that I had to stop. I guess I never thought I would make it to the very end with that mortarboard atop my head. And to top it off, I managed to graduate with distinction.

I guess sometimes, good things do happen and people do succeed and achieve something. It may not be Harvard or Oxford, but it sure means a lot to me.

Hell yeah, I'm a certified graduate! Wooohooo!

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Friday, December 07, 2012

take a step out into the daylight

I'm kinda at the point where I'm just so sick of everything that's happening. I wish I could just drop every single fucking thing to the floor and walk away. Yeah yeah, part and parcel of all that is life and what not. Seriously, what happened to happiness? Because that's MY main motivating goal. I sure don't feel a lot coming from this whole process.

I'm so tired of doing it all on my own; especially when I'm not sure if it's what I want. Not getting any help on my visa or loan, thus impeding my travel plans. No foreseeable practical fruitful result. So much for fucking planning. Sometimes, I feel like I'm the only damn adult around here. Fuck.

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Friday, November 16, 2012

Coldplay 'Mylo Xyloto' 2012 Melbourne

I was fortunate enough to have the opportunity to see Coldplay live on Tuesday at the Etihad Stadium with Melanie. I can't even begin to describe how amazing the concert was. It was absolutely and positively magical and mesmerizing.

I would have to say it was one of the best experiences I've had in my life. Just happy collective vibes and thorough chills. I don't think I'll ever forget it.

Thank you, Melanie, and thank you, Coldplay. ♥

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Wednesday, November 07, 2012

centred within (From my BlackBerry)

There are days when I just feel like a hot mess. A jumbled whirl of feelings which I can't pinpoint or grasp.

Moments when I can breathe and speak, yet not think in a concentrated straight line.

When silence is what I crave yet despise at the same time.

And then there's the nothingness in everything, and the everything in nothingness. That infinite and untouchable dynamic that swallows the fibres of the beings.

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Tuesday, November 06, 2012

Birthday girl, child of the universe.

So it was my birthday on Saturday. Had a good night out with my colleagues, loads of fun. And just because I can, here are seven selfies.

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Friday, October 26, 2012

music of the soul

Why does music have the power to bring us back to specific points in our memories? It shares such a strong affinity with the soul.. Raw emotions, vivid reminiscences.

And I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks.
Sing it out.
La, la, la, la, la oh.

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Thursday, October 25, 2012

october-twenty2

October 22nd marked two things in my life. One, the last ever Uni assignment submission. Two, the retiring of my tongue piercing (Deeply saddened by this because I miss it so much now).

I still can't believe Uni is over. Perhaps when the results are released; that's when it'll sink in.

I wish I could be the Queen of Hearts every day.

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